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George Silverman′s Explanation. Charles Dickens

Methought that all I looked on said to me, and that all I heard in the sea and in the air said to me, ′Be comforted, mortal, that thy life is so short. Our preparation for what is to follow has endured, and shall endure, for unimaginable ages.′

I married them. I knew that my hand was cold when I placed it on their hands clasped together; but the words with which I had to accompany the action I could say without faltering, and I was at peace.

They being well away from my house and from the place after our simple breakfast, the time was come when I must do what I had pledged myself to them that I would do, - break the intelligence to my lady.

I went up to the house, and found my lady in her ordinary business- room. She happened to have an unusual amount of commissions to intrust to me that day; and she had filled my hands with papers before I could originate a word.

′My lady,′ I then began, as I stood beside her table.

′Why, what′s the matter?′ she said quickly, looking up.

′Not much, I would fain hope, after you shall have prepared yourself, and considered a little.′

′Prepared myself; and considered a little! You appear to have prepared YOURSELF but indifferently, anyhow, Mr. Silverman.′ This mighty scornfully, as I experienced my usual embarrassment under her stare.

Said I, in self-extenuation once for all, ′Lady Fareway, I have but to say for myself that I have tried to do my duty.′

′For yourself?′ repeated my lady. ′Then there are others concerned, I see. Who are they?′

I was about to answer, when she made towards the bell with a dart that stopped me, and said, ′Why, where is Adelina?′

′Forbear! be calm, my lady. I married her this morning to Mr. Granville Wharton.′

She set her lips, looked more intently at me than ever, raised her right hand, and smote me hard upon the cheek.

′Give me back those papers! give me back those papers!′ She tore them out of my hands, and tossed them on her table. Then seating herself defiantly in her great chair, and folding her arms, she stabbed me to the heart with the unlooked-for reproach, ′You worldly wretch!′

′Worldly?′ I cried. ′Worldly?′

′This, if you please,′ - she went on with supreme scorn, pointing me out as if there were some one there to see, - ′this, if you please, is the disinterested scholar, with not a design beyond his books! This, if you please, is the simple creature whom any one could overreach in a bargain! This, if you please, is Mr. Silverman! Not of this world; not he! He has too much simplicity for this world′s cunning. He has too much singleness of purpose to be a match for this world′s double-dealing. What did he give you for it?′

′For what? And who?′

′How much,′ she asked, bending forward in her great chair, and insultingly tapping the fingers of her right hand on the palm of her left, - ′how much does Mr. Granville Wharton pay you for getting him Adelina′s money? What is the amount of your percentage upon Adelina′s fortune? What were the terms of the agreement that you proposed to this boy when you, the Rev. George Silverman, licensed to marry, engaged to put him in possession of this girl? You made good terms for yourself, whatever they were. He would stand a poor chance against your keenness.′

Bewildered, horrified, stunned by this cruel perversion, I could not speak.

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